Tuesday, July 24, 2007

moments

24th July, 2007

There are moments, you know them, when the world seems to just slow to a quiet breath. When the sunlight comes directly from the heart of the heavens & when your body feels so consumed with love, you fear you may just explode into a trillion tiny pieces of stardust with the sheer intensity of it. 

This morning I was blessed with such a moment.....



words nor pics will never describe but will remind

(in phone camera)

Thursday, July 19, 2007

snaps

19th July, 2007

We take snaps with the computer... kinda crazy & wonderful what can be done with modern technology. So we take them & send them to the Papa at work, to make him smile, or laugh, or breathe. Mostly they are of little M, I'm usually, like most other things, in the background making it all happen. But sometimes I'm in one too, unplanned & unexpected but a nice reminder for me ~ to see the warmth & the love & the smiles... he smells so good, so very good. 

a morning pic

19th July, 2007

Me & my snuggly boy....

a morning pic & hello to papa at work
thanks to photobooth!

Friday, July 6, 2007

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

heart to heart

29th May, 2007

My sweet baby boy. Almost one year old. I'm not ready for this milestone yet, but you are. I want to hold on to the closeness just a little bit longer. I know soon you'll be off exploring on your own & I'll miss you terribly. I am so very honoured to be your mama. You amaze me with your kindness, your sparkle, your joy. You have taught me so much already. About my own strength & knowing. About the potential for humanity. About sacrifice. I thank you. 


This is where you sleep ~ against my body, so close, warm, safe. I hold you tight even as I dream about the day I'll be able to tuck you into your own bed for sleep. We move about a lot while you sleep. You like the motion. This is when I tidy up & potter about. Softly & slowly so as not to wake you. Please know that there will always be a place for you in my pouch. Snuggling close, heart to heart. For as long or as often as you want it.


Sunday, May 13, 2007

Many expectations

13th May, 2007

My first mama's day...

I've not journalled about this time so this entry is by memory. 

Many expectations I recall, about this day, about it's significance. About the triumph of making it this far. An opportunity to celebrate my successes as a parent & a time to enjoy being the one looked after for a while. And I was. Coffee, breaky, cuddles in bed. 

Special smiles & kisses. 


A moonstone bracelet my gift. The birthstone of my boy. To hold close to us both. To draw strength from. Supporting intuition, renewal, calming & awareness. 
A big family lunch with my ma & sisters & their loves. And then dinner with my in laws. A big bubble bath to end the day. 


My Sweet P took this pic at lunch. I don't like my expression but I like the wisdom in my eyes. I know things, deep, wonderful, powerful things. Yes I do. Now if I could just work out what those things are.....

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

beginnings

Easter ~ April 2007

One of the best things about starting our 'own' family is the opportunity to create new traditions & celebrations. What is important to us, what festivals & cultures do we want to honour?

Easter was a tricky one. In our childhoods Easter was considered a christian celebration marking the crucifixion & resurrection of Jesus. We were gifted with ridiculous amount of chocolate eggs & visited by a sly bunny in the night who left even more chocolate eggs. The church service that week was grim & frightening. Repent your sins or spend eternity in the fiery gates of hell.. not so cheery, but here have a chocolate!

A little digging uncovers older tales of the Easter tradition ~
Easter, a Christian festival, embodies many pre-Christian traditions. The origin of its name is unknown. Scholars, however, accepting the derivation proposed by the 8th-century English scholar St. Bede, believe it probably comes from Eastre, the Anglo-Saxon name of a Teutonic goddess of spring and fertility, to whom was dedicated a month corresponding to April. Her festival was celebrated on the day of the vernal equinox; traditions associated with the festival survive in the Easter rabbit, a symbol of fertility, and in colored easter eggs, originally painted with bright colors to represent the sunlight of spring, and used in Easter-egg rolling contests
 or given as gifts. Eastre (or "Ostara"), the Anglo-Saxon Teutonic goddess of spring and fertility was often accompanied by a hare when represented. The fertile nature of rabbits and hares is another symbol of new life and the rebirth that occurs during the spring season.

Also, German settlers in America are said to have brought over the tradition of a bunny named "Oschter Haws" who would visit houses on Easter eve, leaving colored eggs for children. Easter eggs were painted different colors to represent the sunlight of spring. Christians later used eggs to symbolize the rebirth of Christ.

Another Easter tradition is the eating of Hot Cross Buns. These cakes were marked by the Saxons to honor Eastre, the fertility goddess. The crosses 

on the buns are said to represent the moon's quarters, while Christians see the cross as a reference to the crucifixtion.Such festivals, and the stories and legends that explain their origin, were common in ancient religions. A Greek legend tells of the return of Persephone, daughter of Demeter, goddess of the earth, from the underworld to the light of day; her return symbolized to the ancient Greeks the resurrection of life in the spring after the desolation of winter. Many ancient peoples shared similar legends. The Phrygians believed that their omnipotent deity went to sleep at the time of the winter solstice, and they performed ceremonies with music and dancing at the spring equinox to awaken him.

An article from Funk & Wagnalls® New

 Encyclopedia. © 2005 World Almanac Education 

Group, A WRC Media Company

Being a festival originating in the northern hemisphere it occurs at the beginning of spring. A time of renewal, growth, awakening. Here in Australia it occurs at the beginning of Autumn. A time of slowing down & retreating in for the winter. Deciduous plants are loosing their leaves & others are going dormant for the winter rest. 

So what does that mean for us? 

After a little chat with the Autumn faeries it was agreed they would pass a message on to this Easter bunny to bring us not chocolates, but bulbs. Bulbs to be planted in the ground with a blessing & a wish. For safety, health & hope through the winter & for joy & abundance in the spring as they push through the ground & stretch their little heads up towards the warm sun. 


And so it was. The bunny brought the bulbs & left them in the garden. Little M found the basket & promptly shoved a few in his mouth. Then into the garden they went. A delightful morning had by all. So many great pics this post has a part 2! 




Monday, March 19, 2007

gorgeous george

19th March, 2007

A sweet little message from the papa ~

' Thanks for the piccy of gorgeous george, he's a beautiful boy, makes me smile.... miss you both xxoo'